If I could erase
you from my memories I would in a heartbeat.
You’re the doubts in my head.
The poison in my veins.
You’re the fear that holds me in place.
Shaking so hard it has
These wounds you left have become infected.
Now a monster resides inside
I only hope I’ll be able to break free.
My boyfriend’s birthday is on Sunday and he isn’t excited and is calling it just another day because of his past birthdays. So for his birthday I’m giving him something that he said would mean the world to him and making him his favorite pie. Well when asking him about how he wants his pie he responded “I don’t care it’s just another day,” which frustrated me because that’s exactly what I’m trying to have it not be. I want him to understand that his birthday isn’t just another day but in fact a really important day. Important because it’s the day he was born and if he wasn’t born, there wouldn’t be this amazing, sweet, smart, great, wonderful guy who has become the love of my life. My boyfriend. Who I love with all my heart. So come Sunday my birthday wish is for him to realize how wonderful of a day it really is.
This tumblr was just hacked by Ariel’s best friend. <3
I miss you and I love you, Billa. You are my best friend ever.